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still you
I cant believe the dream I had last night . it brought back So much that I havent felt or thought bout in so long. it was like current times, I had my daughter but my family and I had moved to a different state. I was having a hard time asjusting and getting used to the new place and my mom came in informing how you had been talking to them.. even ( Read more... ) -
just thoughts that probably don't matter anymore
I cant imagine how your feeling or what all your going through.i wish that i could be there for you. To besomeone to talk to.i know what both of your parents mean to you. I hope that you are ok..i hope that your beautiful little sisters are ok aswell. I still have dream about you ...dreams that iknow will never goingto come true..i do still miss ( Read more... ) -
my hearts beating again....
Your on my mind when I wake up. The text every morning of "goodmorning gorgeous". I swear I'll never get sick of. Your the last thing I think about at night. I'm falling for you. And I don't know how you feel. You have briefly expressed that your falling too. But then I worry that I'm bothering you. Or that i'm just being too much in general. I can ( Read more... ) -
Please!
I want to be more. I want to be that girl. The one you want to see when u wake up and right before you close your eyes at night. I want to be the girl you want to make love to. Not the girl u wanna fuck or just sounds good when booze Is involved! I hate alcahol. My sex drive is going down cause that's all I feel like. My body is yearning for it. ( Read more... ) -
Dissapearing
I realized today one of my biggest fears is having people just dissapear, or the thought of it just scares me. I try to hold onto everyone dear to me for as long as possible. Even though sometimes it's not foe the best. Ive fallen for a guy and then he just dissapear. And I'm just there lonely. Scary enough I feel like I've fallen foe this new guy ( Read more... ) -
Lost again
I'm so lost..Idk what the right thing or the rift choice anymore,.. I don't want to hurt ppl any more and I just want to live my life. Bow just figure out how to do all that? Lemme know and I'll follow whatever
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A break
I just am to my last limit, I don't know what I'm doing any more. Honestly I think we need a break. I'm not happy. I don't know if your happy. I'm tired of the constant bullshit. Getting woken up at all ours of the night by you, or byy best friend telling me u just left a threatening message to our friend. WTF. Why the fuck did u you have to get ( Read more... )