Let me tell you what happens when you cook down the syrup of loss over the open fire of sorrow; It solidifies into something else. Not grief, like you'd expect, or even regret. No, it gets thick as paste, black as ash; yet it isn't until you dip a finger in and feel that sharp taste dissolving on your tongue that you realize this is anger in its ( Read more... )

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i've realized i can't forgive christopher because, essentially, HE'S NEVER APOLOGIZED FOR WHAT HE'S DONE! hell, he hasn't even come out about cheating on me. YOU CAN'T BE FORGIVEN IF YOU DON'T SHOW THAT YOU KNOW YOU'VE DONE WRONG, AND HAVE REMORSE. not one fucking apology for shitting all over my life, while i grieve over my brother ( Read more... )

he dumped me over 7 months ago, but i'm still sick at the thought. i should be over and done with and moved-on. but i'm not. now that i think about it, it's been me getting dumped, by one after another. i'm almost 23 years old. she has a picture of him that I TOOK in her profile. fucking myspace. why do i do this to myself? i am the most ( Read more... )

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Everyone should pick up a copy of the Enterprise tomorrow.
There's a story being published about Fentanyl overdoses, and guess who's the feature...

So, yea. Do that.

EDIT [sunday morning]:
FRONT FUCKING PAGE! FIRST HEADLINE!
go get your copy.

HAHAHAHAHA
She cheated on you already!
HAHAHAHAHA
Way to pick 'em!

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nick's parents went away for a couple days.
i've lost 4 lbs since the concert on monday :)

good ol' cardio <3

oh, and chris is a fucking pussy
^thought you'd like that.