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what i wish for is to spend my birthday with someone i love.

take note of several things.:
a. love is too much of a strong word.
b. aside from family, i don't think i have anyone to call that.
c. even if i did, it doesn't mean that they feel the same way.

when i was a kid, i wished for school to be suspended like everyone else each time there was an oncoming storm. once the rain starts beating down for more than 5 minutes, the class would to put most of their notebooks away, asking the teacher if school's gonna be canceled. the lessons are forgotten. the wind would howl louder and get strong enough ( Read more... )

my friends and i decided to celebrate after graduation over beer and pork knuckles. while gorging on food, i said "i might get misinterpreted if i say this but ten years ago, my first boyfriend and i got together" to which my friends responded with the idea that we can now say something meaningful happened to us ten years ago. now that i think ( Read more... )

yesterday, i finally graduated from mfa with (apparently) a gold medal for an outstanding masters thesis to boot. not gonna lie but i was kinda stunned (and did not control my face when i was on stage) when they announced that it was a gold medal thing. so i felt it was appropriate to reflect about it, how i got to that point ( Read more... )

i probably never mentioned this in my previous entries, but i love the knockin' boots podcast. originally spun off from ign's game scoop, it became it's own show called knockin' boots where ign folks give some love advice for the average gamer (or non-gamer). for some reason it went on a 1-2 year hiatus and now it's back with a vengeance as super ( Read more... )

in the beginning, humans have been placed in paradise and resided in it under the circumstance that they follow the rules. and, because humans were humans, they were banished away from paradise forever. people since then have been searching for paradise ever since, and there have been stories created for the sole purpose of finding paradise. wolf's ( Read more... )

confidence is something that is a scarcity for me. i generally do not have confidence in most things i do no matter what people say about it. i would find ways to doubt myself, and perhaps it's something that's been imbedded into my character by my parents over the years. but, up until last year, there has always been that one thing that i always ( Read more... )

4578. as of this writing, that is the number of tweets i've ever tweeted, not counting the ones that i've deleted. before venturing off into tweeting, i thought to myself that maybe i won't tweet as much. after all, i've only posted 316 journal entries in the course of 9 years, this being my 317th. however, i'm finding it hard to find an outlet for ( Read more... )

"the path you are about to follow is probably the right path, so you should be able to go forward without doubts. but if there is even the slightest possibility of regret, it is not altogether a waste to doubt.

people are born as small individuals and they continually wish to grow bigger. they have been living their lives wishing to grow bigger and ( Read more... )