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grettings from south Korea :D
I just realized that it's been such a long time since i post something to this journal... my last post is on late august 2014? time flies... now 7 months later, i'm posting from south korea! it's something that I've never thought and dream before 7 months ago, mainly because i said i want to go to Japan not Korea lol and i thought my dream to go ( Read more... ) -
30th of august 2014
i don't why i was so worried... i literary have nothing to lose... i don't care if they don't want me on the team anymore (i actually kinda want them to fire me)... i don't care if they gave me red card... so what? my life actually doesn't revolve around them... I don't even know what i was doing there... i have nothing to gain... only commitment ( Read more... ) -
holiday!
so i finally have time to write here again.... not that i intend for people to read this... I always choose not to include this in any of my friend's feed, because well, whoever would be interested in my life... this is my venting journal anyway... *lol ( Read more... ) -
dreaming
Meski waktu datang dan berlalu sampai kau tiada bertahan ( Read more... ) -
random
I was about to scroll down my twitter in the library and i saw beginning of yuto bb photo and stopped..don't want to get a heart attack in the middle of library... XD well, today is a good day... i (think) nailed the accounting test... finally! I was about to rethink my choice to get into this major after the last 4 failed exam... ._. but I guess i ( Read more... ) -
10.000 words....
reading yuto's 10.000 words makes me kind of depressed... I always wondered why did I like him so much out of 10 jump... I think he resembles me so much... I look like a cheery girl outside... always smiling and greeting everyone I know... literary skipping around here and there... but inside I am a serious girl who think too much... who have a lot ( Read more... ) -
Here I go again...
They say "man plans and god laugh". What happened to easy semester filled with competitions, seminar, and time for my self? -_- I guess it was too good to be true plan to begin with... Just 2 weeks into school and I am already swamped with freakin organization jobs... And this will continue for the next 11 months... I don't understand why did they ( Read more... ) -
new years, (hopefully) new life...
I can't believe it was 2014 already... that means there are only 8 months left before I turned 20 and left my teenage years behind... such a scary thought... *shiver the thing is I don't think I'm ready yet to left my childish way, or rather, I don't think I enjoy it enough. That's why for the next 8 months, I'm going to be as childish and alay as ( Read more... ) -
down down down.....
Right now, i kind of understand why they make that stupid rule about not talking too long with the opposite gender... sometimes your stupid brain will mess everything and your heart goes a little bit faster... maybe,, I should stop over thinking and let myself falling... so what if my feeling wasn't returned right? I should stop being so scared ( Read more... ) -
limit
I am so fuckin tired of this... I thought if I hold on just a little bit longer, it's gonna pass... or maybe i am going to be strong enough to hold the next tide... turn out I was wrong the whole time... I am not cut out for this kind of life... am so tired of worrying about something I don't really care about... Tired of running around in hot ( Read more... )