shits fun. got a job. gettin a car. learned to play "inno a satana" by emperor and "ive been gone a long time" by every time i die. good shit. good shit ( Read more... )

so this weekend (starting thursday) was my last hoorah of summer. oh wait. fuck summer. it was my last hoorah of carefree fun. thursday night i took chuds mattress up to her, then drank a bit and swallowed a key to a bike lock or something. i also nearly disowned blair. then, just to top the night off, i created a beach in chelseas bed with the ( Read more... )

she pulled me down and kissed me and said "matt." and i said "what?" and she whispered in my ear "i love you."

it was the happiest moment of my life.

its the same shit every time dude. this one is probably gonna turn out just like the rest, regardless of how convinced i was before ( Read more... )

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camp is officially over. i did it. we did it. we were members of the VBYC staff in 2006. i was the last riflery instructor to be able to sign the old range shed, its probably getting torn down. wow what a fucking summer. my opinion of humanity, which i had hoped to change after 10 weeks of living with the rest of the staff, remains the same. some ( Read more... )

fuck im going insane, but im happy. life is alright right now. camp is almost done, burning bridges were put out, i rebuilt my bridge with rob, solidified tenfold my friendship with jason, took a few more steps with pauline, and drank too much beer last night for the first time since staff training ( Read more... )

stop bitching ( Read more... )

noosha once again broke my heart in every way possible. how can i go on living? its just not worth it to be here anymore, so i think tomorrow night im gonna ( Read more... )

ha, that motherfucker had his story messed up with EVERYBODY he talked to! i feel ok laughing about it now, the only thing i feel about it is that its going to be weird when he comes out and gives the swamp sign to jason or whatever he was gonna do ( Read more... )