hey anyone still on this?....its been a while, but i guess im gonna start to write again

for one....

i want my old life back... greenpeace...

i miss alot of people that were in my life and are no longer...

i need to start treating people in my life better....

i need to change alot of things about myself

Hey i know that its been a while since i updated but, yo i just found out i got in the fasion institute of technology! i start in sept! full time sutdent for photography! i cant believe i got in! they said it wasnt strong enougha nd told me i might not and ive been sooooo anxious! but i actualy got in! i cant believe it i fucking cried tears of joy ( Read more... )

so its been a very long time since ive updated....first note to myslef. 732-841-1806 carmen, ok well i have a myspace, so thats been a bit addictive...um...but my life has taken a drastic change in the past few weeks...i dont noe what else to really say...life sucks and then u die ( Read more... )

today is the 21st of the month, i woke up very easily this morning and feel pretty damn good. it is my anniversary with EDith today. it has been a year and 10 months and we have been through thick and thin and are still going. does anyone else see how incredible and beautiful that this is. a year and 10 months...i never thought we could do it, ( Read more... )

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THIS IS FOR ANYONE WHO IS PLANNING ON GOING TO THE CHURCH SHOW THIS SATURDAY. IF YOU DO NOT NOE, MY GIRLFRIEND EDITH AND MY BEST FRINED DANNY (SUBVERT CITY) AND I, PUT TOGETHER A CHURCH SHOW BACK IN JANUARY. THE BANDS THAT PLAYED WERE MOLOTOV COCKTAIL, EYES OF HATE, ANOTHER DYING DEMOCRACY, NYSX, SUBVERT CITY, LAST PERFECTION AND A BAND CALLED ( Read more... )

hey everyone, im back to livejournal, lol. no more myspace, that shit is wack. things could be going better. but then again things could be worse. the bad things are this feeling of something missing throughout this whole summer, im sure its just a job, but it just sucks to have this constant feeling of unfullfilment throughout ur days. im still ( Read more... )

hey, i told you guys ill keep you posted on things that were important to me...so tommorow is my birthday. i was kinda told to let people noe...soo its tommorow and ill be 17. yep. so leave a comment or something.

thanks alot.

-ian

im on myspace now...i saw really no point in livejournal anymore...im really not friends with anyone on my friends list, maybe i was at one point, or maybe were just one those types who jsut give the hi's and the bye's, but no one reads my lj, so im gonna try myspace, for those that do read, definitly leave a comment and let me noe, cause im gonan ( Read more... )

yep, yet another month together, its been a year and 7 months today. we met after FIT class and saw I,ROBOT. it was a sick ass fucking movie. today was a great day to spend with my girl, this anniversary snuck up on me big time, i cant believe i, ian monte, has been together with someone soo long. its really amazing, i mean i always thought of ( Read more... )