fuck this stupid fucking week, i hate this week! why cant it just be done already. this week has sucked incredidbly for me and i odnt noe why i deserve this shit, i have not gotten anything out of this week except for a tooth ache and messy room a fight with my girlfriend and a huge fucking headache! did anyone else have the worlds most shittiest ( Read more... )

jesus christ. last night was such a lonely night. i was all by my self. sober and eating penutbutter cups...just to think how long it will be to live with edith, till the day when we finally move in together, its just gonna be the time of my life. to have my best friend andperson i care the most about around me 3/4ths of my day! how nice would that ( Read more... )

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hey, its thursday night and ive had this wierd headache for the past 3 days, and its really starting to kill me. ive just been so out of it lately. and i dont noe the reason...ive been zoneing out, which is something i never do, saturday will be here soon ( Read more... )

shit, its 10 10, my eyes are fuckign burning soo much...i think it means im tired. i went to sleep at like 12 30, and i woke up at 9, its about 8 hours of asleep ( Read more... )

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wow i feel like ijust did alot of kokeen last night and hardly slept. that shower in the morning felt great. the second i opened my eyes at 8 00, i said aloud that i need hot water, lol, soo i jumped out of bed and put the water as hot as i could make it, and kinda just layed there in the shower cause i was too tired to stand, and let it warm my ( Read more... )

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i miss edith. its 9 50 and she should be home soon, i had fit today and then i departed with edith! she went to abc with luara to see 1905. 1905 is our band... me and ediths... you noe couples have thier bands and 1905 is ours.. and this is gonna be the first show that edith is going to with out me in 1 year AND 2 months... i miss her terribly and ( Read more... )

i have about a few minutes to write...its almost 7 30 and its saturday which means that i have photo class! and 1905 is playing abc today!!! can u believe that... but guess wat ( Read more... )