all those times we talked, i knew you were lieing. now why shouldn't i turn around and do the same to you? but no. that's not me. i've never been a backstabber and i'm not about to start for you. so i've changed. so what? didn't you? i'm dramatic, i take it all to the max, i'm the definition of extreme, who cares? i got it from you ( Read more... )

wow i just wrote like a 3 page entry and then deleted it. on accident. i'm so smart.

i'm so happy right now. nothing good happened, and dad is only in a slightly better mood than normAL and that's from me being happy and not argueing. i just don't know what's going on... everybody seems to have dropped their pretences. i am at my wits end trying to wrap my head around the fact that i did the same things to so many people. i'm sorry ( Read more... )

sorry. friends only from now on fuckers. if you ask, i will add you. if not, bye-bye!

fuck that ( Read more... )

wow the first time i've got out of bed for a week. miss me ( Read more... )

guess what, I'm sorry too ( Read more... )

why do they do that? it's not like i don't know. i am so fucking depressed. and they are not helping. i skipped science every day this week. i think i just want to fail i just don't care ( Read more... )

am i doing it again? am i ruining my life by getting involved again? i skip classes, i fall into old, bad habits i thought i had broken ( Read more... )