So I've been thinking a lot lately and I've figured out that my life really ain't that bad at all. I have a pretty good family. Sure their nuts but what family ain't? They love me to death, I mean I just quit school and they are fully behind me all the way. They may not understand why I did but they know I have a reason for it all. Plus I have  ( Read more... )

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So I got to find out tonight that I NEED to move out of my house asap. Yeah mom and dad want me on my own and I have no way of paying for my own place. My life just fucking keeps getting better and better! I mean I don't even know that what people tell me is true anymore, it sure as hell don't feel like it. All well whatever, can't do anything ( Read more... )

When will my life finally come together??? I really want to finally start something and I'm always stuck waiting. I wish I could be the one making people wait not always the waitie. I just want my own little world and it dosen't seem to gonna happen ever. I know my last ebtry was depressing and now this one is to but thats all I am anymore. I know ( Read more... )

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Well this weekend sucked ass!!! Yeah I got to see Ian but it wasn't the way I would of liked it. I dunno anymore, I really don't. I love him to death but I just have no clue whats going on. Lately I haven't really felt like I belong anywhere, at least not anymore. I mean I did great in the service I really did but obsviously I didn't belong there, ( Read more... )

   Hey people! I finally got the internet back in my home. It took about 9 months but I got it. LOL So anyway I finally don't have work tonight. I finally get to see Ian!!! I haven't seen him since Sunday, which sucks but I work full time at night not much we can do. I'm not exactly sure what we'er doing tonight but I really don't care. As long as ( Read more... )

So yes I am moving and I'll be outta here offically on Wed. I really don't like this whole moving idea but I've learnd to live with it. I'm truly going to miss everyone here in Bristol even though I'm still gonna hang with them I just don't like the idea of being not in walking distance. The thing thats etting me to the most is having to be away ( Read more... )

  So I'm over Ian's and he's in the shower at the moment.......hehehe.....yeah I'm highly bored out of my mind. I've been home for almost a whole month now and still have no frikin job, but I should get one soon. It's funny though cause when I was in school all I looked for was a part time job and never couold find one but now that I'm looking for ( Read more... )

   Hey people, was up??? Yup I'm back, well I've been back since Sep. 30 but I finally have time to type. Yeah honestly I much rather be back in the Army, at least there I had something to do everyday. LOL I need to find myself a job and quick cause I'm really starting to lose my mind. I know I will soon though. I am glad to be back I did miss ( Read more... )