I'm proud of myself and living with my parents really stifles that. I appreciate my parents but I've never been for the idea of "loving" someone because you're related. They let me live here for free and pay my car insurance. That's pretty awesome and I appreciate it. But I wouldn't accept such charity if I didn't grow up in a somewhat impoverished ( Read more... )

Golly, so much has been going on this past week. Really it's very little but it's still very impactful. The main reason for writing this though is my feeling of a lack of preparedness or unaccomplishment... or both. I love myself. I'm proud of who I am, where I came from and where I'm going. This note isn't about how worthless I am. I'm not looking ( Read more... )

Some times I feel overwhelmed with emotion. Other times I feel that others are overly emotional. It's amazing how people work. The thing that brought this on was my own feelings of childlike jealousy. I suppose there's no reason to camouflage my meaning. There is a man whom I was interested in briefly. He and I discussed our possibilities and it ( Read more... )

I really feel so good! I'm pretty jazzed about having Russ but this feels different ( Read more... )

I realized a few days ago that 5 unique things every day is going to be difficult to keep up with. I'm switching over to listing nice things in my life when ever I think of them. (it's pretty frequent but not for new things ( Read more... )

I'm sad and I don't feel like picking myself up. I don't think I took my anti depressants today (but chemically that's not supposed to matter ( Read more... )

Goodness. I came home to an empty house and was enjoying it so much that I forgot to write my nice things of the day ( Read more... )

hmmm... some nice things ehh ( Read more... )

5 more nice things ( Read more... )

I missed my little list-y thing of niceties yesterday. That means today just needs to be a bigger list ( Read more... )