It was the middle of the afternoon and while we had been less than 'productive' all day, there was no reason not to stay right where I was, in your arms, well into the evening. You were warm, soft, and somehow my akward limbs fit perfectly alongside you. As if we were an intended design. You kissed my arms lightly and in that moment, I could have ( Read more... )

homehomehomehomehomehomehomehomehomehomehomehome.

soooooooooooon!
it's about time.

I'm in probably the worst position I can remember being in. I'm not sure I can be strong enough. I need more advice than I'm likely to get. Whhhhhyyyyyy does this have to be so frrreeeaaaakkkkkiiiinnnggg HARD??????

Close your eyes, make a wish, and it will all be better in the morning.
Right?

I'm so incredibly grateful for the rock steady women in my life- Thank you for being there. The storm cloud is passing, the sun should be out soon ( Read more... )

There are too many moments these days when I sincerely hate my life- I cry more than I used to- I wonder what's stopping my feet from coming unglued from the ground- I often feel like I'm wounded, though I can't quite tell where the cut is- I've given up on being understood- I scare myself sometimes, not because my thoughts grow maniacal or ( Read more... )

I have never really had goals as outlined by all of the books, teachers, and guidance counselors. I have awaited the kind that keep me awake, turn and twist my stomach into knots, that I know you have to obtain if this is going to be worth something. A few have come to me ( Read more... )

What an amaaaazing trip home. Josh, I can't even put it in words. You know. Christmas was good, it turned out to be a happy family gathering (despite all the madness but that's just typical) and it was fun to see all of my cousins all grown up (or grown significantly anyway). However, now I'm back in San Francisco and have some big big news ( Read more... )

I'll see you in the next few days. Call me, let me know what your plans are.
Mm. Home.
d.

So it looks like I am going to find my way home for a bit afterall. Will and I will be in chicago and michigan btwn dec 18thish and the new year ( Read more... )

Who has a room/couch/floor for two hippies tryin to get home?

I'll see you soon.