I got my report card in the mail the other day. Whoa. How the hell did I manage this:

semester 2
theatre 2..............A-
us history............B
physics................B-
physGeom..........B                                            gpa= 3.2!
english................B
physEd................B+
french 2...............A-

WHAT THE HELL?! 
I for sure didnt do ( Read more... )

I know I pretty much write about the same kind of shit. Sorry, tonights no different.

I've noticed lately that I'm completely selfish. Everything I do, it's like I only think about how it's going to affect me. I mean naturally, I should look out for whats good for me, but not just me. I try really hard to make an effort of putting other people ( Read more... )

i'm so envious of hayley's voice. she's amazing. i'm seeing them in like a week. its been a while.

they're new cd RIOT comes out the day before my birthday! *hint hint*

i'm in a really good mood just hearing this song. 
also because it's extremely nice outside. AHHH
I don't wanna do homework....

i have to take my bro-has to the skatepark. why am i so ( Read more... )

For some reason, all I want to do right now is cry. Nothing happened. I don't know why I feel like this.
All of the sudden I just got in a really bad mood.

Everyone's doing stuff for Spring Break but I'm staying home. Not by choice. I wish I could go somewhere. Anywhere.
The fact that it's snowing and it's April kind of sucks. I just want the sun to ( Read more... )

Yo yo. So I'm at Crucible right now. This is our third night and I'm tired as hell ( Read more... )

I'm kind of sick of being a parent to my parents. And I'm kind of overrall sick of all their shit.
But I don't wanna talk about that. It's just the same bullshit.
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Anyways. Today I had a Forensics tournament at Troy Athens. I just got my piece on thursday and I didn't even really look at it until yesterday so ( Read more... )

I want to tell myself that things are going to get better but I'm not that confident. 
I'm scared to death that things won't get better for a while.

A few nights ago I thought life was over as I knew it but then things seemed to get into place. But now it's a matter of how long it will last. I'm getting kind of sick of this cycle my family continues ( Read more... )

i never use this. i need to. i need to vent.
This is going to be long. Beware.
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Everyone always says "once it's the new year, we can just start over. Things will be better". 
It's 2007 now. I can't see a difference yet. How long will it take? Will things get better? I'm ready to start new.

There's only so ( Read more... )

I love this song. It's so relaxing.
I'm in a really mellow mood. I just feel like sitting here listening to chill music. 
I've been so stressed lately so it feels really nice to just sit and listen to good stuff, ya know?
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Anywho..I'm at Anna's house. We went to this hockey game that was lame so we ( Read more... )

I am on the verge of a total nervous breakdown.
Who do I have to turn to? Oh yeah, no one.

I'm sick of everything. I feel like I have no power over my life.
I try to talk about it. I try to talk to my family, to my..friend. No one really seems to get it.
Some say the only one to turn to is God.
I wish praying did help. I wish that God could hear me.
I ( Read more... )