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i just did something so bad....i'm amazed that i could actually be a bad enough person to do it. i'm NOT going to tell anybody about ever, i would probably lose a lot of respect with people i know. but i can't get it out of my mind. i don't think i ever will. shame is such a weird emotion. it's incredibly potent. like force-yourself-to-eat-and- ( Read more... )

1. Alias First name? matt is my first name. steve is my middle name ( Read more... )

i haven't been writing in here because i started a new website but i will start once again and hopefully i will keep up with it.

but i have nothing to say in this, the first new entry, except i need a job and a place to live.

so a guy i kissed at my friend's christmas party is now dead, accoring to my friend. wow. spooky.

boredboredboredboredbored ( Read more... )

last night i went out with my friends rich, joe and mike, and they were already drunk when i got there, and they were ROWDY. it started with some playful smacks and rich trying to give people wet willies andexplaining to everyone what a 'roman helmet' is (don't ask). then rich and i went outside and he puked like half a gallon of pure red wine...i ( Read more... )

okay, i've come to the decision that i might be left-handed. is there a test for this kind of thing? you decide ( Read more... )

i skipped work to go play catch in the park! AND once again i found out i do better throwing with my left hand than with my right. what a weirdo.

wow, i actually feel kind of good today ( Read more... )