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Oh Brad Neely where are you!
"If you are what you eat, then i am her; and those worms out there... ditto!" -
Blinded
It's not fair that I get less than one ounce of your heart
When I give to you every morsel of mine
This dark realization will be the burden of my entire life I believe
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Not one moment of reprise
My mind is bombarded with images
Thoughts of past occurrences
I imagine they will never leave me
I imagine I will go insane from them
I imagine limbs thrashing about
This idiot grin and hideous halo
I tremble in this terrible magnitude
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Hidden away in my cloak
I hate it when you talk about him
I hate that you know so much about him
It felt like you would be with him if it was even remotely possible
I'm an idiot
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interesting day
i woke up with an agenda this morning ( Read more... ) -
so many liars
she might be schizophrenic
she tells me one thing
and then tells me a complete opposite a few days later
why does she even talk to me if she doesnt want anything to do with me?
this is pointless to even write about this
i will never understand it
this will never happen
i was a fool to attempt this
countless endeavors
countless failures -
recount of the previous day
Upon receiving a pleasant phone call in the night i couldn't go back to sleep till 4 and i had to get up at 8:30. (I wanted to come and save you; why oh why wont she let me be there for her? Hurt by the world im sure. Haven't i showed her enough to make her feel comfortable in asking of me?) So even though my mental training of being wide awake ( Read more... ) -
you are a liar
you say you miss me ( Read more... ) -
lying next to me
you lie there
unmoving
so close yet so far away
i beckon you forth
no response
i have to stop trying
there is no point to this
i am hurting myself beyond belief
i attempted to cry last night
it worked for mere moments