Well.  I was right, in my next-to-most recent update.  I chased my horizon, chased it until i met with the end of the earth, turns out it isn't always so round.  I fell over, tumbled for a long time, hit the rocks and broke a lot of bones.
But, like I said, I put the pieces back together, stood back and let life happen.
I never did stop chasing the ( Read more... )

This is for you.  You know who you are.  Luckily, you won't read this, because I don't even think you know i HAVE an LJ... well, here ya go, princess!

"You'll Rebel To Anything (As Long As It's Not Challenging)"

You don't mean it

You need a uniform
So you won't be ignored
You are affected
And so you're accepted

It's time you invested in a bottle ( Read more... )

I find myself in a deja-vu situation, the "repeat" button being held down on the playback of my life's events.  My days - my nights - my thoughts - my secret hopes - seem exactly the same as they were in twelth grade.  I flip through the pages of my spunky - looking blue journal and can almost see myself as I am now.  It's like I've immortalized ( Read more... )

This might sound contradictory to the previous post, but deal with it.  It's not contradictory to me, it's the clashing sides of the idealist and the realist in me.  And it doesn't "directly" contradict anything I've previously said ( Read more... )

I don't think it's true what they say.  A relationship has to have more than just "lots of love."  There's some logic behind it, no matter how much emotion or how much love-doveyness there is.  You might get all goo-goo eyed when you see each other, but if you can't overcome obstacles that are thrown at you, if you can't be honest, if you can't ( Read more... )

I could've used this song back in April.  And I might need it again now ( Read more... )

"I got a [boy] runnin' through my head ( Read more... )

"And say out lout these words I've found.  I'll be there when you come down, I'll be waiting for you ( Read more... )

I think the path to self-discovery could start anywhere, and you could very possibly learn things about yourself while explaining who you are to someone else.  That said ( Read more... )

    So umm... whoa.
First, I'd like to issue a public apology to the... one... person who ever read this thing.  It's not like I'm expecting anyone to read it anyway - but I figured I could do with some writing.  I feel bad for my journal.  i bought it last year, promised myself I wouldn't write about a certain... *boyyyy* did anyway, and completely ( Read more... )