le sigh. i dunno. i really dont. i think we mighta gotten somewhere. he thinks we did. iono tho. it seems like if we had gotten somewhere i woulndt have spent band practice yelling at my friends how stressed out i was. my nails are now non existant. they were long and beautiful, but now they are just about gone. and they hurt. stress does ( Read more... )

youd think that the one person that should never ever be mean to me would never ever be mean to me!!! i think some people have trouble comprehending that they need to not be butt heads. i was in a really really good mood till i got home. it was one of those days where the conversation went something like this: "what do you want for dinner? i ( Read more... )

well we didnt do that great at competiton yesterday... our drum majors got first place, but other than that it was a little disappointing score wise. personally i thought we did great ( Read more... )

my, its been a while hasnt it? lol. thursday was twin day. aaryn and i were twins. did u know u are not allowed to be barefooted in skool?? how dumb. and also, u cannot eat in the lobby. at all. ever. i think mrs thompson is stalking me, waiting on me to do something wrong so she can get onto me. so far, here is a list of our run ins ( Read more... )

today all the flutes got together at my house an we had a party. haha. well actually we decorated t shirts to wear on spirit day friday. yay!! mine says squirrelbait on the back of it. it has some other decorum; all in all i would say everyones shirts turned out quite well. not to mention the shirts i painted for twin day tomorrow. well thats ( Read more... )

yesterday i baby sat next door. today was decade day at skool. woot! and since i was only alive for a small two years during the 80's, i chose to recreate the wonderous decade. was great fun. those clothings they wore are insane ( Read more... )

wow, what a great day. no, no. how bout perfect. yeah; that works. it was close to perfect... i decided to stop being depressed about orchestra. hey at least i made it. and when we sight read all the songs and i heard how freakin good everyone around me was, im honestly quite surprised i DID make it! lol ( Read more... )

well the shower went quite well. and i was unusually good at pretending nothing was wrong. cept once. once, i had to leave for a while. sometimes i cant help myself but think about all the inside jokes i have. and just looking around my room, i see all the things we use to laugh about, all the things id make fun of with her. should it feel ( Read more... )

ever wonder why we cry? why, when so much emotion builds up inside our eyes water? i mean, what does that accomplish? and then ever wonder why it helps sooo much? why sometimes even when nothing is wrong, u just wanna cry. or when just about everything is wrong, and u wanna bawl your freakin eyes out? and why do we sleep so much better after ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say. i dont know about much of ne thing ne more. no, this is not about jesse or ne thing to that extent. this is almost worse... here. maybe this will illustrate the current situation ( Read more... )