i swear to god, getting head, has to be one of the greatest, wait, shit, i stopped adding entries to this journal, fuck this im out.

late-ta

-Squirrely

yeah, this journal is over, so yeah, no more updates. ive got a new journal. well late-ta everybody.

-Squirrely

yeah, so i feel really sad. i feel really stupid, and inadaquate. im never enough of anything. this sounds really emo, but im fucking sad. like really sad. shit just keeps piling up, and piling up on my brain, and i cant take it anymore. im gonna make a new journal i think. but make it one of those personal ones. ive learned peoples really thoughts ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of school. pretty good i guess. i mean, like i saw all my buds. no really hot broads, but i talked to amanda. most people are bitter about there ex'es like they say "i dont know what i saw in her blah, blah,blah." its happened to me before, and now. but still, i still think amandas foxy, i mean, shes not like supermodel ( Read more... )

yeah, so brett gave me that Atreyu cd, "suicide notes and butterfly kisses" kind of a queer title, but pretty bad ass, it like 37 minutes long and 10 songs, i like one, three, ten and seven, and all in between. dag yo!

late-ta

-Squirrely

this is desperate, since i cant seem to find a woman to have a relationship with me for more than a week, im going to put an add in this journal, describing myself. if you are interested, give me a email at SkankinSquirrely@aol.com, then ill give you my phone numba. dag ( Read more... )

eyes blood shot,
pupils dialated,
hair greasy and damp with my own sweat and dirt,

as i breathe, well, short, fast gasps, that slowly get shorter and quieter, i whisper under my breath, f *gasp* fuuuu *gasp* fuuuucck.
and im done.

-squirrely

god damn, i wish i knew what was wrong with brett, he seemed fine like eight hours ago, but i dont know, im not him, but id like to help em if i can.

late-ta

-Squirrely

*note* hehe, i forgot the, uh, link thingy, here it be, along with the orginal post *end note*

yeah, so hear is another one, is it good or bad? i think it looks kinda weird, even some guy critisim would be good, but id prefer some female comments, so ladies, post, if its good, dag, if its not, then back on the bow flex.

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yeah, so hear is another one, is it good or bad? i think it looks kinda weird, even some guy critisim would be good, but id prefer some female comments, so ladies, post, if its good, dag, if its not, then back on the bow flex.

-Squirrely