My cousin and his gf were in a truck the other night with their friend, she was wearing a lap belt. Unfortunately, they were all drunk and the guy lost control of the truck and smashed into a tree. My cousin is okay, but his gf is in critical condition. She has broken her eye socket, nose, and bruised her ribs. Her brain is swollen and she's in a ( Read more... )

I would rather be dead than living the life I do right now. I can't fight this depression anymore, I'm spiraling out of control. I've gone quite a few months without cutting, but I just cleaned the razors and I'm ready to start back up again...I just don't care anymore, I have nothing to care about. I just can't get back up anymore...I have no ( Read more... )

Holy fucking shit. I can not stand waiting around for people. Seriously, even my own fucking best friend is REALLY pushing my buttons right now. Yeah, you said you were going out to dinner with your boyfriend tonight...at 5. It's almost 7, so I'm asking what's up, and you say "Oh, we'll be back in the hour or so" Fucking seriously, you're ( Read more... )

It still hurts

SO

FUCKING

BADLY.

Ugh, I'm beginning to not be able to stand myself. I'm so depressed it's ridiculous. I don't know why I'm letting this get to me. I can do so much better, but deep inside I know that I love Jimmy with all my heart. I just don't understand why this needs to happen to me...shit never goes right in my life. And anything that DOES go right quickly ( Read more... )

Well, it has almost been 4 months since Jimmy and I broke up. Honestly, it hasn't gotten any easier. I don't know how I fell so hard for him so fast...and harder than I fell for Chris. I miss Jimmy more and more every day and I just don't feel right anymore. I feel like a zombie. I don't really smile that much anymore, and I've become more and ( Read more... )

It's my birthdayyyy...and I'm feeling okay. I hope I can keep feeling this way.

Decaying trees bare of leaves
A quiet night, a calming breeze
As seasons change, plants are browning
In the distance, a car horn sounding
Stars spilt across the blackened sky
Animals of the night go running by
Glistening grass drenched in dew
How these Autumn nights remind me of you.

Fuck guys, they're all the same.