so anyway im pissed and i dumped my girlfriend cuz she cant keep her estrogen levels at a somewhat normal level there always has to be a fucking problem and i cant take this shit

well im bored and at home, not to much else

feeling sick, not sure weather its mental or not,i just want to say fuck off to everyone who has a problem with me, ive tried my best to do what i can for people sometimes going to extreme leanths and just me doing what i can and i just feel like shit because everything just feels un-noticed and only the bad things i do matter im so sick of but ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say now, for some reason i feel just gone , like im here with everyone but STILL somwere else and i just dont know. i wish i could rewind my like, maybe do things differently i.. i just dont know, i figured some stuff out about kelsey or rather me and her, i always believed she loved me and was just in this state of shock, and ( Read more... )

yea so im bored and ive just ran out of things to do all the problems in my life are gone, my parents are backing off and finnaly i fit in with a group... next project: getting a girlfriend, i want someone close to my aeria (there is someone im thinking about who unfourtunatly is not in my aeria..c...o....u...r ( Read more... )

well im updating again today (its the 3rd time)and im still at this great party spun of my ass and its great, but well i dont know what to say really , so ill just ramble-------well to start, more than anything this year i want to start to enjoy life. im tired of just hearing about everything that happens, i want to bepart of it , i want to be ( Read more... )

yea i feel like updating again and now i want to talk about love, my biggest fear is me dying before i find true love, i know that i sound emo but when talking about love how can you not? but i hate that i have to do drugs to feel good , i have to do things like that to honestly enjoy myself i mean why cant i just fell this good normally, really ( Read more... )

well its st.pattys day and im seriously fucked up out of my mind i found a new drug,and its great and best of all its exactly like something i did before and i had to promise some people who meant very much to me that i wouldnt do it any more and in return they said they would qquit the certain things i hated that they did, but im in a great mood ( Read more... )

well not to much has served any point to talk all about all i can really say is its spring break and ive kinda spent it high but who cares, honestly i dont know im board bye

im glad, for a moment im happy but i know it will be gone soon, but all i can do is remember this moment and remember that my life hasnt been all to bad, but a persons actions can never be fully predicted and to all my friends i am sorry but i feel as if i must pull a disapearing act for a time because im tired of being who everyone thinks i am, ( Read more... )