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[squirtlle]

oy. this is difficult.

i have been having nightmares. and awful anxiety.

and i feel so depressed.

it's been awhile since i felt this bad.

how is it that i'm grieving this hard?

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[bigjfizz]

I'm sorry that i didn't message you sooner. I wanted too. I was just nervous or akward or something. It's ok. It's ok to grieve. It's ok to feel. My step-brother i'd known since we were both little died back in november in a motorcycle accident........I understand...And Suicide is a tough bitch. Even if it was merely an acquaintance. It's ok. If you want some company sometime, me and jenny are down. Just know that it's ok. Itll all be ok.

[squirtlle]

thank you jeffery. i would really really like to spend time with you both. i wish we lived closer, or i had a car

[zorphblat]

we really will have to come visit you. i think about it all of the time. i am terrible at going places. it's really hard for me, but i think about it a lot.

i looked up that place called mochi. i would like to go there. or anywhere.

[quiet_seeds]

i'm here. you can message me or text me any time if you want to talk.

i don't know what to say, but i can listen.

[squirtlle]

thank you molly. and i also got your email. i am feeling better today. basically, i guess the way to cope is to not think about something with all your might. otherwise it turns into a giant dark snowball.