melatonin dreams

[squirtlle]

last night i dreamt i was taking care of a baby, and then suddenly the whole city i was in was being attacked by world war 2 bomber planes

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[quiet_seeds]

recently i dreamed that i asked you what was wrong with me, and you told me, bluntly but kindly, what a horrible person i am, and unveiled all my flaws to me. things i'd been oblivious to. i don't remember what you said. i wonder if what you said was true.

[squirtlle]

molly, if i had to be bluntly honest with you about what i think is wrong with you.. the only thing i could think to say is that you worry far far too much about the notion that other people don't like you.

and with that, i would also say that this absolutely does not make you even close to being a horrible person.

but it does make you very similar to me.

[quiet_seeds]

i don't worry that people don't like me. i used to, but i don't care anymore. i do worry that i hurt people. that i have some horrible spite inside me that leaks out. that i'm just a negative presence.

just another kind of low self-esteem.