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Change
Today, I rearranged the furniture in my room. It's really weird how that can totally change your mood by just changing your surroundings.
I'm glad I found you, Livejournal. You and I will get weird together sometimes.
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Fuck this year
The year's almost over, and I can't honestly tell you how glad I am that it is. It's been a ridiculous whirlwind of way too much for anyone to handle, and fucking hell, I'm glad we can't travel back in time. I'm totally aiming for next year to be one of the best -if not the best- year of my fucking life, because if it isn't, I quit. It's not ( Read more... ) -
Starting Ovah!
I'm going to start updating this again, I think. I remember thoroughly enjoying everyone knowing what was going on with my life at all times. Man, those MeMes were amazing. The only problem seems to be that no one else updates their livejournals anymore, either, so this might not last very long ( Read more... ) -
Jen's gonna be a lawyer!
I'm going to go with 2007/2008 being probably the most confusing, life-changing, tumultuous 1.5 years of my life. Seriously. The most retarded, unnecessary shit has happened, and I don't even want to start recapping it all because it's just not important anymore. What's kind of important, however, are the following things ( Read more... ) -
I blog because my chest hurts too much to have things on it right now....
There's something about today -or yesterday, I suppose- that's been kinda ugly. I don't know why today stands out in particular, since the whole beginning of this year has been mostly fail, but today seemed especially ugly and unnecessary. It's been empty and lacking any kind of overt positivity or negativity, but it's had underlying tones of gross ( Read more... ) -
Dreaming of the bay...
Literally. I had a dream about all my bay area peeps yesterday. Jason, Brian, Sam, Fwankie, Amber and Shar were all in it. Jason, you had just graduated high school and were attending UCLA in my dream. We all went to the Halloween thing at Six Flags, an old man asked me to buy him liquor and let me keep the money when I couldn't find it. Jason kept ( Read more... ) -
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I do this thing sometimes when I'm feeling overwhelming anxiety where i completely stop feeling anything at all. This is better than the crippling anxiety that also sometimes happens, but it still gets annoying when I'm thinking about something that really upsets me and then I suddenly stop feeling anything at all.
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Lemme tell ju sonting!
Do you remember the time I told you you meant the world to me? I doubt you did. I only said it in an apparently joking manner. Well, I was serious. You made me smile more than anyone when I hated my life, and I don't know if you knew that.
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So here's the amazing thing about not sleeping at night.
Captain Planet immediately followed by The Flintstones.
As well as random late night conversations with semi-interesting people.
20 days until I'm 21. YES!