well i have this "best friend" right? except i don't really give it the Best Friend title, becasue i dont believe in best friendships, but we were close enough to where you could consider it that way. O! well, she has changed so much recently since she has been hanging out with a certain acquaintance, and so i decided to discontinue our frienship ( Read more... )

" or like idk, like knowing the difference of certain actions, I guess, they automatically think wrong. And im guessing she hasn't realized this, but that hurts peoples feelings."

THANK YOU! if ur gonna quote please do so correctly. Second of all, if you would only listen to me you would fuckin know that i attend church because i am forced to do so ( Read more... )

hmm. well i havent written here in a long time. i just haven't had time.

Since last time, i did not quit. they didn't let me, but i got to say how i felt, and they are willing to help me out. I've gotten so many job offers. better pay, hours...but... i don't know why i can't leave. I guess it's because im afraid of change. ay, i dont know. 
man, i' ( Read more... )

yeah ok. i guess i come to this thingy when i need to vent. and fuck yeah i need to right now. i just uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. i needa scream sooooooooooooo bad!!! i fuckin hate Mc Donalds and every fuckin Manager there. bunch of fuckin ass holes. I've been sick like whoa this week, and my only hope of makin up those hours was toady, so i ( Read more... )

conversation yesterday ...

" so i guess you got ur Mc Donalds rebuilt eh?"- Me

"noooo...."- Them

"man, whuatever, their new name is Betsy"- Me

"nuhu! MY Mc Donalds has yellow dots which are supposed to be staaaars, and a mooooooon...and sooomeone is looking up towards it"- Them

"omg omg! thats me!!!"- Me

"uuuuuuh....haha just kidding! of course! My Mc ( Read more... )

things on my mind...

- got homework i dont want to do

- proud of myself! i drove from Corpus to my Hommie at Alamo. woooo!

- im like wishing that it was them who called me private earlier, maybe missing me, or just like noticed i havent been around at work.

- and mainly. im JEALOUS. thats why it bugs me so much that we dont speak. whuat if im no ( Read more... )

well im off to Corpus right now, im gonna be there today tomorrow and sunday, well we come bak sunday. uuuuugh. i didnt wanna go, altho it serves as a break,, ive been working straight hours this whole week, and ive  been getting out at 4am. because i needed to get these three days off, but starting next week im wokrking exclusively from 5-12 ( Read more... )

it felt so right, but all i gotta say is.....

Le dije al corazón
Que no se fuera a enamorar
Que si sentía ilusionarse
Que corriera de ti
Que no pusiera ni la mínima atención
A tus palabras ni a tu cuerpo de cartón
Para que fuera feliz
Sin conocer la decepción
jamás fuera a confiar en ti
Pero como es un tonto que vive del presente
Tan solo se burló ( Read more... )

omg omg! ok ok , so like in 5 r 5.5 hrs im undergoing a small surgery on my ears, im getting tubes, cause my hearing is impared. AND! omfg! im gettting some anastasia shit and im gonna get a needle in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna cry so bad, i just know it, and im super scared and i cant go to sleep.. I was telling Sarai all about it, and she made me ( Read more... )

I randomly find myself with so many weird feelings, however they all lead to the same thing....
i want to be free. i want to go back to me as a child. i lived through hell because of certain things since i was practically brought into this world without choice, but im sure there were some good memories, and i wish i could go back to them so bad. I ( Read more... )