So I'm used to certain friends calling me up and asking me for a ride... And thats the only reason they call me. But the other dayone who doesn't normally do it.. did it. So yay! Thats always fun eh ( Read more... )

I want to update, but I can't get my thoughts in order.
All I know is:
I feel unimportant, like I'm not needed. Like I cause everyone more trouble then needed.
Yea.. Go me!

So what did I do yesterday. I spent the day with Jason. He took me to coles.. I got some books, then we went to the liquor store.. he got me a tabu and some sort of mudslide thing.. I think thats what it was. But no worries.. they have yet to be drank. It may have been my 19th birthday but Jason drank more then me.. he drank 2 beers.. I drank none ( Read more... )

So.. Guess who is ofically 19 today... This chick right here! Oh Yea! Makes me smile!! I happy. Not just cause I'm 19.. but cause it's my birthday! I love my birthday! Normally nothing good really happens on it.. but I look forward to it every year ( Read more... )

Well.. here it is April and that means.. my birthdays soon! Yay! 19 I'll be.. Hopefully it'll be fun ( Read more... )

So today at work I felt like I was gonna pass out. So I went in the back room, sat down and drank water. All the while I could feel and see me shaking... that was a blast. Then I was at work for a whole extra hour cause I was on till for cross over counts.. Grr ( Read more... )

I seem to be making myself not happy today. Its another one of my beat myself up days and all that fun stuff. Again I'm beating myself up about how I don't know what to do with my life, and how I do nothing productive with my life. I feel like a bum. I still don't know what I wanna do with my life. I think about it a lot.. but nothing appeals to me ( Read more... )

So today I cleaned my room, watched some t.v and then I fell asleep on my unmade bed. Best way to fall asleep on it, its all comfy and such. I mostly fell asleep due to the fact I was having trouble standing and breathing.. wasn't fun. When I woke up I felt the same so back to sleep I went. Then the 2nd time I woke up I was all better. So I had ( Read more... )

So here I sit. Was supposed to work tonight but didn't go in cause I was told the roads are crap. And now I'm extremly bored. So far I've cleaned my room, burned a cd, did some scrapbooking. And now I'm updating my journal ( Read more... )

So I need a new job. So I can affored things and help daddy pay to fix my car. Thats really all the new news I have. And its not even news really.. lol ( Read more... )