Well where are you now...why dont i feel that way anymore?Is it just me....just my fucked up mind?Do i still feel the same but dont even know it?How can i not know how i feel?I just want to feel again...

Aah so bored...watched TWILIGHT today...cute movie...love it!lol.I wish i felt passion like that about something,someone...anything.I just dont feel much of anything.I dont know what i'm doing,who i am,or what i want to do to change that.I feel like i'm stuck.I want to get a girlfriend...i want to do something for me.I'm not happy with how things ( Read more... )

Aahh...where to begin?I dont know....fuck i dont know how i feel about anything really.I'm just here,no thoughts,no feelings....or so it seems that way...Autumn's doing great,I love her to death!She is my WORLD....without her i dont know where i would be or what i'd be doing.I want more for myself and for her....i want her to have the best life ( Read more... )

Yup nothing like moving everything in 2 days.We are going to stay at Eric's ma's for a little bit again,Eric will be starting a WAY better job soon(actually his old job)and we will be able to go out and have money for whatever!He will still work at autozone also.We will also have a new car by the end of the month,most likely before.I am hoping to ( Read more... )

I'M OFF PROBATION!!!!

It's 2:30am now and i'm sure i will be up till 4 or 5.I just keep thinking, what are we gonna do?Where are we gonna go?Will the baby be safe and ok?I really hope we can figure out something soon.This really wouldnt be too big of a deal if i didnt have another life relying on me to keep her safe and somewhere warm and to be able to feed her and ( Read more... )

Yea so we are definetly gonna be homeless really soon here if we can find a way to come up with some money in a few days or so.But yea that's not gonna happen unless we rob a bank or some crazy shit.Yea i dont know what we are gonna do.I wish we never had to spend the 2 hundred dollars to get eric out of jail.We would be good if we didnt have to do ( Read more... )

So Eric is home btw,since sunday.But yea we may be moving also.Not sure when or where but i hope soon.Well things are ok really except the lack of money.I need to find some clothes for autumn for free cuz she needs some bad.Well she has alot of clothes just not what she needs at the moment....

So Eric has been in jail for 24 hours now.I dont know if I can get the money to get him out.If I dont he'll be in jail for 2-3 months and me and autumn will be stuck with no where to live.Thanks so much to the true friends and family who have helped.So i've just been crying on and off and freaking out cause I dont know what's gonna happen.I cant ( Read more... )

So Shirley is moving in with me....I'm excited!I really hope it helps her.I hope she feels better and everything being here.But now because I asked Shirley to move in instead of someone else,they seem to think I dislike them and think they are a bad person....well thats just stupid cause I dont.I asked her because it is in our best interest and ( Read more... )