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squishyturtle February 14 2011, 06:18:45 UTC
Aw, don't worry - there's been a whole lot of really beautiful things in between stuff like that (and it's been a whole lot worse than that charming few months). And it's worth it, for the inspiration and the drive to think about things properly instead of letting life slip by.
And thank you, that means a lot to me - I always feel stupid saying I'm a writer, it's not like I do it for a living. But I intend to, or at least try to, and it's what I'm studying, but then I feel like if I admit that people will think I should be better at it XD

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squishyturtle February 14 2011, 09:11:53 UTC
Haha, thank you alabaster retard. (You realise now I expect you to make a grinding noise whenever you turn around, right?)

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coeur_de_noir February 14 2011, 03:42:47 UTC
I really love how you express things, your writing is mesmerising.

I agree with your comments on just making a decision and accepting that sometimes its going to be the wrong one. I spent a lot of my life being too cautious and being caught in a perpetual state of inaction as a result. My life is loads better since I stopped being so uncertain.

Excellent news on the better house ;-) Does this mean no Saw basement? Sad times for me but happy for you, so it all balances out!

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squishyturtle February 14 2011, 06:15:27 UTC
EEE thank you. I'm not used to writing about abstract things like this, I'm just enjoying talking flowery shit about mundane things.
No saw basement! D: I'll have to stage a murder somewhere else. Or think of something else amusing to do - it's a very dramatic looking house, all the ceilings are all high and sloping. It's like a ski lodge, except in Queensland and there's a pool in the backyard... so, not like a ski lodge at all.

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coeur_de_noir February 14 2011, 23:02:27 UTC
It is really good! I write a lot of babble, some of it good, some of it indulgent, most of it drunken stream of consciousness, haha. I think you are a born writer, is that what you are studying?

Sloping ceilings are excellent for blood spatter patterns. Just sayin.

POOL! I am jealous now. ;-)

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squishyturtle February 15 2011, 05:28:23 UTC
Now THAT, is the best icon ever. HE'S IN UR LJ, READIN UR PRON.

It is what I'm studying! Hopefully it is working. It is certainly the easiest, most entertaining homework ever.

Haha, I was thinking like... a whole bunch of rich people at the ski lodge and a murder mystery. It was the vicar's illegitimate son, trying to marry the duchess's daughter and steal their fortune by killing the duchess! DUN DUN DUUUUUN. (with a lead pipe)

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500daysofbummer February 14 2011, 06:06:29 UTC
wow..i'm so sorry for the hard things you've been through. i really admire your attitude about it all and remaining positive that life goes on and things eventually DO work out, i wish more people could realize that. i also hope your living situation makes up for the lost money.
gahhh you write beautifully.

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squishyturtle February 14 2011, 06:11:28 UTC
aaww, thanks. I always figure, being a downer about it only makes it feel worse for me, so I'm adding to my own list of shit things that have happened. I may as well just suck it up and find it funny. Now I find pretty much everything funny XD
And thank you! I'm constantly surprised people even read what I write.

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voodoohedghog March 3 2011, 17:37:38 UTC
What a deep and thoughtful essay. Your musings on life, and your experiences, speak volumes.

Proud to know you, yes.

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squishyturtle March 3 2011, 18:35:27 UTC
Naw, thank you, really. God, it was a bloody essay, wasn't it? I sure can crap on, it's a skill.

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