so i just finished painting my room. it's bright blue and it's amazing. i really like it alot. today after my lover left i painted the rest of it and double coated it too. so now all we have to do is paint giant silver stars on it. it will look good. my closet is one to be jealous of. curtains instead of doors. you walk in and it's crazy! oh man. i ( Read more... )

i'm up. it's almost 8am. i can't sleep. i've been up all night playing guitar hero, downloading music, reading random things on myspace, basically a whole lot of nothing. i won't go to bed though. i don't know why. i need to sleep sometime today so my heart monitor can record my resting heart rate and what not. i just don't feel like sleeping at ( Read more... )

i don't know anymore. i don't care anymore. i'm sick and tired of drama. it's everywhere. in my relationship and in my family the most. i hate it. sometimes i just want to up and move away. i'm not too sure where i would even go ( Read more... )

i have a bad feeling in my gut. granted i threw up early today...but still i have a feeling something is going to happen.

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so i'm wide awake and i just got done making a video. decided to update the ol lj because i'm bored. so i've been thinking ( Read more... )

one day in third period i went to the bathroom and when i returned i had this story on my camera. let's just say i'm lucky to be alive.

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