Your words say one thing yet your actions say another.......

i feel like I don't even know you anymore. I don't know if this is working out....

I need out of this prison that is inside my own head....I want some normalcy back in my life. I hate immature mentality and I feel sometimes it it's all I encounter anymore. FUCK! FUCK YOU! I deserve better than this.....

I fucking hate Ticketmaster. They fuck you over. I tried to buy Tool tickets. It told me it had two tickets available for me. I tried to buy them and it would not process my request. Fuck them. They just ruined my May. Fuck them a thousand times. FUCK!

my hands and feet are numb and my nose is on fire and I'm flailing, failing, sailing upwards for air and I find it yet it is harsh and cold and hot at the same time and it hits my nostrils and throat like a thousand tiny daggers and I feel as though I'm being skinned from the inside out and i don't even care i just sit idly by and while away the ( Read more... )

Hmm, I'm surprised I don't write on here more. I guess I'm just a gal who likes a good ole fashioned pen and journal with lined pages and all. Plus the fact that nobody fucking reads this shit anyway and my pointless thoughts are left to float around out there in cyberspace. What the hell do I have to write about anyway? Nothing. Just boring ( Read more... )

Mitch Hedberg died Wednesday night. So there I was with a terrible cold, lying half asleep on the couch when my boyfriend called out my name a few times. I was too tired to give any response. He blurted out something followed by, "Mitch Hedberg died." I almost hurt myself in the process of scrambling up off the couch to stare at his computer ( Read more... )

Obviously it's been a long time. I stumbled back here in satisfying my terribly fast-growing obsession of Maynard (James Keenan). I'm sitting here in the partitioned off section of the basement that my boyfriend and I share. The black velvety material that we hung to create a fourth wall is becoming a chasm of dark nothingness. It's hot under ( Read more... )

Tool ( Read more... )

My full appology ( Read more... )