Yeah so I haven't written in this thing for about a year, I don't even know if my friends are still using this. I am in the Navy now and doing alright. I miss alex! He was a great kid to grow up with, I lived eight next door to alex for 10 years, I am really good friends with his sister and I used to watch his house when the chappells went on ( Read more... )

This night has sucked out loud...
I talked to JR about how I felt about him.
And I got nothing like I expected...
I think I predicted that he wouldn't feel the same, but I think that I just needed to tell him.
So basically I feel like shit and I wish I could forget about him
but I know that won't happen...

I am with my navy people today...hanging with "dad" and JR.

1. What is your Full name: Melissa Anna Fox ( Read more... )

Tuesday I went to Manchester to pick JR up from the airport....I brought him home and mind you that his mom did not know that he was coming home.....She cried, it was cute! So I have spent alot of time with him even though he hasn't been home long....and I am so confused on my feelings toward him. JR is almost like a brother too me but I like him ( Read more... )

Yeah so I have decided to leave on dec 1...which was the plan in the first place. J.R. comes home today I can't wait until I can pick him up from the airport. He was suposed to come home Monday but shit got fucked up so he comes home today...hopefully with him around I will stay out of trouble and be myself again ( Read more... )

yup...still here and still don't know what to do. Do I really want to leave for the Navy or do I want to hold off and do what I want to do fisrt. I am so confused I don't know what I want. And it seems like everyone is going off to college ( Read more... )

I am having second thoughts about everything, I just don't know what I am going to do......

I am not sure if I want to leave for the Navy. I feel like I am too younge and I want to experience the world around me....I want to live a little before I give my life away for 5 years....

I am so confused

why have I been such a douche lately

Yup sitting here at home with nothing to do...lol...mom will only let me go out with certain people and its gay.

I need to get off my ass and go to the GYM, but it sucks bc there is no one to go with...

1 MORE MONTH UNTIL JR COMES BACK!!!!

I can't wait!