Just thought I'd share a SRKajol mix I made for mimi's bday :)

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( m i n i // r a n t )

Nope this isn't going to be an entry where I rant...or where I vent....or just go all depression mode ish and all *shakes head* Another 'fun' entry actually *nods*

I was watching KKHH, and DDLJ and listening to K3G music and MNIK music (srkajol mode for all those who didn't get it :P)

Anyways I was on their website and found a list called, "you ( Read more... )

So it's my first November entry *taps chin* I should be excited na? Too bad I'm not.

Well that's because I have no reason to be excited, I've got plenty of reason to be morose and depressed though, but sometimes I just can't show that....(surprise surprise) Anyways...even though while I'm writing this I feel that hurt and pain and all, I'm going to ( Read more... )

Today was it....the day I think I'd been unconsciously dreading for the last 4 months.

I cracked.

I can't do it anymore, I care time and time again and then today, I lost myself. I didn't lose anyone else, but I lost myself in the whirlwind of care. In a way I'm really glad I didn't lose anyone, because that would cause me a lot more pain that what I ( Read more... )

Seriously I don't know what to say, this is my somewhat private way to thank those people close to me because I want them to know how much everything they've said really means to me! 
( ..B.i.r.t.h.d.a.y..T.a.l.k.. )

Before this leads to any talk on my impending shaadi (not happening :P) Vivah here, refers to the movie *nod* And how happy it and the songs make me *giggles* Anyways....

I promised mermlover (Avneet) that the next LJ Entry I wrote was going to be EXTREMELY HAPPY :D That also means *taps chin * that I'm gonna be extremely random, and it might be kinda short ( Read more... )

This will be really short...I just wanted to know...anyone know why we have feelings? Is it just so the hurt escalates after the tiny spark of happiness? Why did HE give us the feeling of love, or companions, or friends? When you end up losing the ppl who mean the most to you ( Read more... )

This entry was so going to be angst filled till I realized, I already lashed out my bad mood on friends, so not everyone needs to know. I mean everyone has up and down days right? It's not just me...(hopefully)

Anyways I had mentioned before that I was feeling a certain calmness before the storm right? The storm hit hard without two days of that ( Read more... )

No, he is not the topic of my post today, although if he was, I don't think I'd stop talking *giggles*

Anyways here we go...have you ever believed in the phrase that goes along the lines of,  "the calmness that stills the ocean before a thunderous storm" ?

Yeah, I get that feeling right now....it's not something I can control, and it doesn't ( Read more... )