useless

[srtreize]

Am I some kind of moron?? I really overvalue myself.. It's because she said it once.. She said I'd given her reason to live, but she lied... And now I'm useless, and it hurts to be useless, and so often wrong.
michelle...

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[connaver]

Talk to me the next time you see me online please. The telephones were out for a few days and the telephone company took out the DSL cable because they thought ity was a spare line we shouldn't be having (The cables look exactly the same apparently)

Conn

Don't think of it like that.

[spikey_chan]

I didn't lie.. you do give me reason to live quite often.. It has nothing to do with you not being good enough, I've told you that so many damn times.. It's because right now I live ina filthy house with my father who denies everything including that which is so apparent and right in front of him.. I'm tired of being yelled at, tired of dealing with his disappointment.. I just want to desperately to escape.. Sometimes everything just feels so hopeless. If I didn't have faith in the fact that I'd be able to watch over you in death and see you in the afterlife then I would be much more hesitant to consider suicide, I can promise you that.. I love you so much..