stop it. you're making me squirm. i'm not the one that gets squirmy, okay? i don't do well with getting squirmy. i just would love to have this in my life. i want it to work out very badly ( Read more... )

this is a defining moment. i just saw pictures of you, my darling. you're older. i don't understand; when did you grow up. i can no longer recognize you as the boy i am madly in love with. i think this is the moment everyones been waiting for; the moment i can finally say i don't love you anymore. i would see pictures of you in the past and get so ( Read more... )

..he watched her body dismantle as it tempered for the sea..

i want to be the one that makes your heart follow

i meant to think about you but it wasn't your flesh that i was feeling.

listen to the girl as she takes on half the world
moving up and so alive in her honey dripping beehive, beehive
it's good, so good, it's so good
so good
walking back to you is the hardest thing that i can do, that I can do for you, for you
i'll be your plastic toy, i'll be your ( Read more... )

three hours. my mouth is full of words waiting to spew out of me, only to you. you're what i'm hoping for. 
(make this place a heart to be a part of again)

I need to get past this 'it's alright with me' state of mind.

get on with it.

The techno adventure club had a beautiful weekend though some pretty awful things came about.

) von got choked. nick ( Read more... )

you have such an incredible mind. i want to crawl inside. i spend multiple hours each day writing down the bones. for you. because i want you to know me as others dont. because i want you to see me as i wish to be seen. because so few actually get to know me and even less see me as the creature i am.

i just want you to keep talking. i just want you ( Read more... )

cory just handed out the paychecks at work. my paycheck was double what i thought it was going to be. what i made at coffee exchange in two weeks, i made here in like 4 days.  i feel like a scummy idiot. everyone is probably so used to seeing big numbers.  they're so used to being able to take care of themselves.  i, however, am not. i'm very proud ( Read more... )

went to bed at seven pee em last night, hoping the extra sleep will do me good. people kept calling me, keeping me awake. eric called me telling me he's going to come see me today because he has something important he needs to talk to me about. i dont understand what he could possibly have to say to me. he sounded flustered. like it actually was ( Read more... )

i would really like to stop thinking about you. i do not know you and we've barely spoken. i don't know why you're in my head, so get out.
i am going to compose a coffee table book.
two. 
one of which will be various photosets of katrina and i. she's the only person I trust to photograph me. we need to get back to our roots. our pride.

i've been ( Read more... )