I wish harm upon your broken tattered body ( Read more... )

My heart bleeds no more ( Read more... )

Tis be 18 degrees outside. More fun, you don't want to go to work? Do you hate the cold? Pikes Peak is -20 right now and with wind chill around -35. Good thing I wore so much clothes to work today.

I was thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned
and I have to speculate that god himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay

Fuck this shit. It's done. It's over. Take it or don't. It chooses between happyness or not. No girl wants you you useless piece of boring stale ugly unstable emotional heap of breathing matter. No guy wants to be your friend out of pure will. You have something and they took it. They took it and ran. You can't catch them. Give it up. It's done. It ( Read more... )

So we blew out another window day. 70 mph winds. It was great, the Cog was getting mad at us because we wanted to leave. One of the conductors, Walt, actually said “Well the view is clear and the dust is subsiding because wind blew off all the loose gravel so it’s lookin good.” Are you kidding me, the MOUNTAIN is made of umm….what is it again….. ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness. I feel so much better. I got not 10 hours or 12 but 14 hours of sleep. WHY? Because the neighbors upstairs finally moved out! Holly-ulah! (Or how ever its spelled.) and I realize 34 still haunts me. Now it doesn't really bother me, I just wonder why I notice it so much or why it happens to me. Sabrina's last comment to me was 7:34 ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween everyone! I need to get ready and go to work because I'm dressing as a Ninja and I can't believe my Manager is letting me bring the sword to work......Muahahah!

Oh man, so much shit has happened to me in my world. I thought I was going to die. Physically and mentally. And believe you me, I am lucky to be where I am. I don't smoke. I hope I never do it again. I can feel some happiness inside again. Or at least content. Few people know what I have done and I wish I didn't tell a few because I know it will ( Read more... )

I just had the rudest awaking ever. Picture this. You tell a girl you're mildly interested in her. You tell her that today. Then, you're over at her place with your friends. You all drive to the liquor store and you tell your best friend work wise that you kind of sort of have a thing for her. You like her. You go back to her apartment and he acts ( Read more... )