The aftermath...then what....

[ssjlonewolf]

 You know for some reason, I'm enjoying beating myself up.  I just keep reading her open diary.  I don't know why.  I mean yes she cheated on me, but now its like how many times did she do it.  Its tough, I mean I'm still not gonna just kick her out, I could never put someone on the street like that, but I guess I'm just enjoying the feeling of

Comments

Chill, man...

[ohmaznakhooba]

You are beating yourself up with all this jazz about her "cheating" on you

Re: Chill, man...

[ssjlonewolf]

good points, I came to this resolve ironically after I wrote this. Yeah your right it does suck. But I've come to the conclusion that she does have her own life, and that I can't bind her. The tentsion has settled down between us now. Yesterday I forgave, and forgot. Because without forgiveness nothing can move on, not even friendship. Just like everything else. Thanks for the advice however, it just reaffirmed what I "discovered" yesterday as truth.