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Man I love drum and bass. It pumps me up to the point where I wanna dance, and go wild. It also helps me to think at a high level.
Things have truly settled down. Finally that my girl has a job in massage therapy, shes not stressed any more, and is smiling consistantly. I love to see her glowing like that. It makes me happy. I don't have to ( Read more... ) -
Powerful words/random rant
I realized this weekend how powerful my words are. I can say things, to certain people, and things get done, or they punch someone in the face. I shouldn't really use the word hate anymore, because I guess it brings emotions that shouldn't be brought ( Read more... ) -
Fucking money
Why, why, why, why must everything involve this? I couldn't just be given it, no I have to earn it. Fine and dandy, but now I'm having my money taken away from me...Forcefully....
This is bullshit, today 25% of my check came out of my pocket. Why? Because of my old car, an old military mistake that I am paying for right now. I should of never ( Read more... ) -
Poetry fixes everything
True story.
I feel great.
Writing is one of the most relaxing things I've ever done thoughout my life, but until this situation I had a major writers block. Like everything I wrote didn't make since, or just didn't sound right. I hadn't written poetry for over 2 years, never felt I needed to. In a since I look at this situation as this was ( Read more... ) -
The aftermath...then what....
You know for some reason, I'm enjoying beating myself up. I just keep reading her open diary. I don't know why. I mean yes she cheated on me, but now its like how many times did she do it. Its tough, I mean I'm still not gonna just kick her out, I could never put someone on the street like that, but I guess I'm just enjoying the feeling of ( Read more... ) -
How mad is mad?
I've never been so mad in my whole entire life. I wasn't even mad at the fact that she did it, I was upset about the fact that I would of never been told the truth.
Last night was an interesting night. I was having trouble breaking the news that I would be moving out of the apartment to my girlfriend, and not taking her. So she overhurd us ( Read more... ) -
Yea...just another day in the life of the wolf
Man I'm really starting to hate my job. Its just annoying. Its becoming a lot like my last job. Some good people but very, very annoying to stay there ( Read more... ) -
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Recently I've been really, really, really tired of work. I mean, I love the place I work at, and I love the people I work with as well. But, I just don't wanna go anymore. I mean the grind is just too much. I mean I go to school, then work, then sleep, and out of all that, I gotta find time for my girlfriend, to workout, and keep the ( Read more... ) -
Sigh
Ok so I said somthing wrong today to my girlfriend. Well I thought I said somthing fine, but she took it a different way, which is a commom problem amongest woman and men. As we were talking about pleasing eachother, and making eachother happy, I said "I wish you would wear heels to make me happy."
Now before I sound like an arrogant bastard who ( Read more... ) -
Wow that went better than I thought
I told my girl why I wasn't sexually attracted to her anymore...err well we finally talked sat down and talked about it completely. I didn't want to make her feel bad at all, even though I probley did. I wanted her to know just the reasons behind things, instead of me just hiding the truth from her...and I probley fucked myself for it. I love ( Read more... )