keep.thinking what might have been....looking back on old posts is not good....I miss his friendship, I know things went wrong,.we were young, I need a best friend, I hate my marriage, what might have been goes to more then.just my past relationships, but also to my choices

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I am sooo tired this week! I cant shake my funk. Its really sad if this has to do with me only getting three hours of sleep friday night, stayed out til 230 then got up a 530 and did a water park. granted it was very exhausting, but its wednesday, i should have recooped from that already! geesh just thinking about the past, i used to go out ( Read more... )

ug, financial aide at UNF is never fun! i apparently have to prove what is on my SARS report from FAFSA...so i have to make a special trip to UNF, shanna how does the new parking work!?!?! Hopefully I can find my tax documetns when i filed this year! ug

can you use calculators on the CLAST?

Well i submitted my application to St.Leo today for the BS in Elementary Education (its a school based out of Tampa, but they have a satelite campus through St.Johns Comm College).... I sent in my update info to UNF for there Elementary Ed program, I got accepted last fall, but wasnt able to go back at the time, so I have to be re-evaluated I guess ( Read more... )

The question that has been on my mind for 3 weeks now!!! do i go or do i stay? I have multiple reasons for going and staying, i can tell ya a million reasons why i should go and million reasons why I should stay.... the main difference that i see is if I want to be a nurse I have to go, I was basically told I would be accepted into the program, ( Read more... )

I have been so depressed lately. I hate this feeling. This weekend is always a hard weekend, I have wonderful friends to help me with it, but its still sooo hard. I miss him so much. I want to just be held by him. I know things were not right at all between us towards the end. I know I deserve to have someone who is responsible for his actions ( Read more... )

will i keep strong and let it be, or cave in... i need to stay strong...and i am doubtful that he will try to push it anyways and try to get back together....so i will have no choice but to be strong..i know its good but it still hurts..he will always be the first...who knows what the future leads ahead

I am having a really crappy day!!! I am trying to be positive about a lot of things, and shanna really helped me earlier! but i feel like everything is hitting me today! I guess i should be happy, I really have had a wonderful 2 weeks before this one, but today its just all coming my way! I have almost broken down at work twice today, i need to ( Read more... )

Yay, the hospital called me that is doing my surgery and did a quick pre registration over the phone! I paid my $125 copay and i am good to go!!! woot woot

I just realized this time next week I will be hopefully getting out of surgery and waking up!! the week is draging, but will come soon enough!