Sitting at the beach among frandz. Having a good ass time. Drinking some great scotch. Reading, watching Dr. Katz, listening to a bit of music. Walking on the beach, eating sandwiches and drinking beers ( Read more... )

I'm about 2/3's the way through with Maurice. Maurice's plight feels much like mine, just in the loneliness. But I still feel like there's something wrong with me. Something perverse. I don't feel like I'm fit for society. I can't explain what it is or why. Maybe I'm just lonely. Emotionally detached from everything. That'd be a fair ( Read more... )

How do I feel so terribly lonely when there are so many people in the world ( Read more... )

So Obama passed the indefinite detention bill. I entertained the idea of voting for Ron Paul, so I guess the O-dawg hasn't lost my vote YET. Though he very well should have. Now I'm wondering who to cast a protest vote for. Eugene Debs? No, probably Bernie Sanders. Eugene Debs would sound sarcastic. Thom, do you have any advice for me ( Read more... )

I can't read. Too unmotivated. Too unmotivated to do anything but sleep. So why can't I right now? Should be easy. Just got off work. Exhausted. But it's kind of depressing doing nothing except sleep after work. I've slept through all my classes this week except one. I'm falling into depression. It's clear it's nothing to do with Sarah ( Read more... )

It's definitely not happening, and I'm kind of angry about it. Really frustrated. Like I've been betrayed. Of course I haven't. She has no duty to me, but I feel like if there's a higher being in the world, It really owes me something for all I've done for other people, and I want to cash in now. I make a pretty good boyfriend. And of course ( Read more... )

Just a list of things I did today ( Read more... )

So what a week ( Read more... )

What did I do today? What made today productive ( Read more... )

Things I did today ( Read more... )