I completely forgot about this site....its been soooooo long since ive been on here

its almost foreign to me now.

im 25, no longer engaged, I work at bevmo still live with my parents.

I have no car, no cell phone...

Im a MMJ patient

thats my update i guess lol

im throwing in the towel........

-SMOKE AS MUCH GREEN AS POSSIBLE THIS YEAR!

-find happiness in someone or something.  just happiness for once.

its a wierd feeling, being alone.  theres a strange silence around here now.  not as much life.  not as much life in me as well anymore.  theres an emptiness, a hole in me.  it was ripped out and taken away with no chance of ever getting it back.  left with nothing.  i dont want to be alone for the holidays.  i want to be loved.  really loved.  i ( Read more... )

Please help the "Dustin got a ticket this morning" fund.  all donations are appreciated. 

I feel trapped in 2003.  I dont know how to move forward with my life.  I need closure for something and I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHAT IT IS.  I feel something missing in my life, an emptiness ( Read more... )

little by little I will start to push every single one of you out of my life.  dont hold it against me....its just how it has to be for me

I havent mentioned yet that I had found a job.  yep, I did... Great American Beverage Co ( Read more... )

there are 2 pictures i want painted for me so i can put em up in my room.  anyone know anyone who can REALLY paint, possibly for free, or even real cheap.  i will supply the canvas, but i cant draw/paint for shit.  at least not anymore.
these are the pictures i want painted....


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ive been talking to my sis lately, and im seriously thinking of leaving.  she has given me a bunch of input, and im realizing i dont have a reason to stick around right now, so im seriously thinking of going to Iraq, like she did.  not with the military, but a contractor makin money, livin on base.  i dont know....but this feels like my only real