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Dear Friends,

My computer died this morning.

She's dead.

Everything.

Lost.

She won't even turn on to let me see what is left.

I hate her. I've always hated her.

And now she is dead.

This strangely seems like the most appropriate way for me to end this week. I've been rushing around, making postcards, working, getting the apartment ready for a new roommate, trying to give an appropriate farewell to an old one ( Read more... )

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as per usual
my bullshit love life provides an imponderable spell of fog

so, what else is new?
im feeling an unusual amount of nothing
no anger no blame
no chairs soaring across the room
no shattered porcelain watercolor pallets
nothing
but sheer autism.

tears come like shit eeking out of a constipated anus
and the fact that i can continue to function and ( Read more... )

Dear Friends,

Here, something interesting : Apparently my eyes are like the moon.

He wants to slap me every time I say I'm not pretty.
("You don't think I'm serious?  Listen to me, you're gorgeous!")

But most importantly, he is afraid of me.

He doesn't want me to fall in love with him, I said, "Don't worry about it."

He's not worried ABOUT me.  He's ( Read more... )

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DEAR FRIENDS

I AM RETURNING TO MICA IN THE FALL

FOR SURE FOR SURE
THIS TIME

SO

UM . . .

CELEBRATE ME AS I CELEBRATE ALL OF YOU

alright

dear friends,

the internet.
dissapointed?  feeling, a little, insecure?
of course.

im hungry i have eighteen dollars.
im going to go home and make a salad
and watch tv.  again?!

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
there is always

ps: june 30th is coming

I AM DIGGING IT ( Read more... )

we can all agree
there are so many things
cell phones, information, the internet, wii, i
out there to make our lives easier
all the little aches and pains duller and duller until we think they're gone but they've really been replaced with other little aches and pains.

this process, in the medical world, is called anesthesia
anesthesia is basically ( Read more... )