okay im so just stressed, i slept like crap and cant sleep now if i tried, i cant get this crap out of my mind... okay let me fill you in.... my bf malloy we have been together for almost a year and a half now, and we are awesome together, but there is this small problem that is making me sick. his ex gf... she moved to ohio right before we got ( Read more... )

well i was very excited about tonight... i though malloy was actually going to keep his word and we were going to go see a movie or get dinner together... i had plans to go with my mom to the opening of the "new" riverside and he asked what time it ended i said about 8 so i rush to get to his house bc he wanted me to head there once i was done so ( Read more... )

well my bf the one i love so much has finally decided to goto solid gold... im not mad that he is going im more jealous at the fact that there isnt anything for me to do while he goes... and i dont like the fact that im not pretty enough for him to want me and instead he'd rather want pay 30 dollars to see another girl take her clothes off. i just ( Read more... )

why doesnt he find me attractive? why doesnt he want me? why dont i feel beautiful when im with him?

i have tosilitis... oh well i miss my vern

“I loved him and didn’t even know it ( Read more... )

ok well... so whats new... nothing here... im fat... yep... and ummm yeah beach weather is so right around the corner... and you know what that means... its whale season! woop! I joined a gym... but its really hard to get motivated... I wish i had like a work out partner... that would be awesome... I started going to the tanning bed again so ( Read more... )

merry christmas! happy holidays!..... see ya! i love my vern!

bwaha! ok well guess what amigos... next week i work sun-wed... then im off till sunday! finally a weekend... man you know something... i miss going to ronnies with you bitches and then to billards.... man all these damned changes.... roach turn 18.. man i miss being crazy at the mall eating chewy chicken and shopping at least 3 times a week... ( Read more... )

okay have an interview with ups tonight
everyone i know except my mom thinks i will quit and cant cut it...
so what do i do ...
i chicken out on my interview
so now im stuck with my 7$ an hour job and my pain in the ass job...