So I just got home from being away all weekend. And i met maxines family....that was fucking weird. she has two retarded cousins...well, ones retarded (literally- if the guy could drive he'd get all the good parking spots) and the other is just....odd. She's like 34 but....slow. and....a virgin apparently. great person. smart as a post. and getting ( Read more... )

no one ever really seems to update these things anymore. seems to me livejournal is turning out like deadjournal...dead. theres irony for ya. -shrugs-

this has earned an entry. Today laying in bed my girlfriend said something to me. Something i didn't expect her to be able to say to me for many years. given her history. We were laying in bed and she said "you know what i realized the other day? When we were laying together just like this...it hit me in a really weird way. I've fallen in love with ( Read more... )

I'm back. Camping was good. I've never been as happy in my life as i was camping. Every night crawling in the same bed and waking up in the same bed as her, made me feel alive. My friends rock. I have the acura now, it's in the garage. I'm content.

A lot happened last night....A LOT. including about 20 some odd beers. That was borderline kegger drunk. Holy fuck my liver is pissed off at me. Mark, I hope you're alive...

so that last 10 days have been...eventful. ish. Schools done, im pretty sure i failed like 3 of my 4 courses...like im usualy pesimistic but...like im pretty sure i failed them. i cant imagine my teachers being generous about this, so yeah im fucked for that ( Read more... )

I found the car i wanna buy. 93 acura integra, standard 2 door. Comes with a brand new deck, and built in dvd player. my only dilemma; i need 500 in 2 weeks for a deposit. who wants to help?

I realize now... this is what I live for. The challenge. The chase, the hunt, the game. In this game of life, with the ultimate goal of love, i find challengers and objectives. the challenges are obsticals. Some obsticals are to be avoided, others out-smarted. The rest are to broken down and burnt to the ground. This one shall be dodged, ( Read more... )

ami came into work on saturday. the guys i work with saw her and said "What a slut" before they knew she was my ex. Point made. Game set and match.

I just did a project for shcool that was really...impactful. I'm going to post it and i want your opinions, and i think you should all take the time to do this yourself. it's kinda fun, but it makes you stop and think about your life. we read a book and in the book there was this girl, the main characters girlfriend and she was dying and only had a ( Read more... )