So ladies and gentlemen. It's been done. My flight leaves September sixth, 10:45 AM. One way, to Getwick airport, london England.

hi. i just wanted to rant. sunday night was the best night of my life...minus that day in december. maxine came over. we watched movies. kill bill, volume one and two. she fell asleep and i worked on an essay until 4 in the morning. i finished and woke her up and told her it was 4...she should go home. she said no, she'd rather stay, so we went to ( Read more... )

tonight's been bad...i guess the big thing was me coming home drunk and somehow she slipping and telling me what my hidden heritage is. i guess it hurts because that was the only reason i had to meet my father. to ask him what i was....where im from. but i dont have that now. i dont know why but it hurts a bit. i guess maybe i just wanted to meet ( Read more... )

Nick is a re-occuring problem between me and maxine. He won't fuck off. I did what any guy would do. I challenged him. But i did in the best way possible. "You. Me. Paintball city." ....i love war =)

so...i guess you're all aware things with ym girlfriend have been hecktick. With this hole england thing. She claims it may be a bad idea if i go, could be complicated. i assure her, if she wants me there, i'll make it work. she says she does, and i say it'll work. so i say im going, but it's always been up in the air. never really knew. im too ( Read more... )

Somewhere lost on this broken radio ( Read more... )

well alst night was pretty cool. Finally took maxine out for her birthday. took her to chukie cheese's. at first she refused to go in but then when i dragged her in and she saw all her friends waiting she was more excited. we screwed around and played games all night like a bunch of losers, then at like 10:30 i got some dude in a chuckie outfit to ( Read more... )

i've reached a new point in my relationship. maxines coming over tomorrow night...and due to circumstances, i may not get laid. depends on how the month works out. however...i dont really care. i just cant wait to see her....sex or not. thats fucked. i dont even know whats goin on...

I have cried many times in my life. I have only once shed a tear infront of another person. and last night I did it again. For all the thousands of tears i've shed, only twice in my life have i cried out of sheer happiness. only twice have i felt that happiness where i can't control the muscles in my face. Where no matter how hard i try, i can't ( Read more... )

i make this post all the time...and i need to say it again. i feel as though i'm going too far more and more, everyday it gets worse and worse. i get worse and worse. and now i doubt even my very existance. one of these days it's going to go too far....i swear, one day. one day not too long from now. and today i realized this anger is so stupid. ( Read more... )