I havn't been on here for a couple of months. Can't handle it really. It's just too much, you know. Dunno why.

It's strange though, doesn't matter for how long I've been away from here, I still feel like I'm home when I'm on here...

I wonder how many of you, my old mates, who are still here. I bet there are a million new faces, but I hope there's at ( Read more... )

yeah! FINALLY i'm accepted at proanorexia, and i can't tell how happy i am. and it's all cause of carolyne this happend so i owe you big one:)
today is first day of another faaast, and i feel really hopeful. this time i got support from others who's fasting as well, and it just feels sooo great. :)

i need your help, again. i cant take this any more.  i was supposed to fast this week, i made it until like... 7pm yesterday, and then i screw it up. that was not even a day of fast... seriously, i cant do this without your support! i need proanorexia to accept me. ive been waiting for several weeks now:'( please... i dont know what to do.

okay, so tomorrow ill start fasting again. this time im gonna try it for 5 days. 
this week i've been doing pretty okay, approved at least. i fasted for 3 days, but the last day i was soooo tired and felt like sick or something, so i just had to eat a toast,. 
but anyway, starting tomorrow again. it someone wants to do collecive fasting just tell me ( Read more... )

okay, hurray for me! today i've been eating..nothing. and yestarday i ate an apple and a toast,. wie. doing better. but now im reeeeeally tired so i think i'll go to bed soon. love you lovelies!

 i cant take this anymore,. please help me. :'(

okay, im just SO failed. i did so damn great yestarday, didn't eat anything at the whole day. just had water. but today i had to eat when i was in school because i don't want my friends to suspect anything, and that meal time ruined my day, honest. when i got home i ate an apple (good so far), but then a sandwish, allbran, 4 waffles (!!!), two more ( Read more... )

doing great today. thanks for the talk last night honey.

im going for a cycle soon. 
its insufferable hot today. wish i lived in alaska. maybe ill go out for a walk in the forest later. hope the sun goes down soon, even though i know it'll take like 10 hours beforesunset.

love y'all!

forget about the fast yesterday. i screwed it all up so i'll start today instead. this time im doing it together with rambocharly and i think it's gonna be better than do it youself. good luck to you hon!<3 
i've planed to be a good girl and clean up the house today;) just to be occupied. take care people, i love y'all!

Okay, so this is day one of my fast now. i need to do it at least until tuesday, preferably until thursday since it's the last day in school before the summer holiday then. i hope i'm gonna make it. 
i'll try to be occupied all the time today so that i can't eat. hope it works.