I need to learn how to not let things that are going on in my head sweat out of my pores into my everyday life. It's hard though, really, it is. Especially when everything going on in my head is such a significant part of my everyday life ( Read more... )

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone.
I recommend walking around naked in your living room.
Swallow it down, what a jagged little pill.
It feels so good, swimming in your stomach.

You live    --     you learn.
You love    --    you learn.
You cry     --     you learn.
You lose    --    you learn.
You bleed   --  you learn.
You scream -- you ( Read more... )

Ya know what, Karma really is a bitch.  That's all I have to say.  Karma is a dirty whore ( Read more... )

I'm completely miserable, San Diego.

No one is glamoursly lonely all by themselves. 
Now that I have found someone, I've never felt more alone.
(This is my JAM!)

PS. I've been vigoursly looking into internships in Michigan... so all ya'll will never have to miss me again. Wicked excited for some of the plans that may unfold =). Even though Boston is where I want to be... everything is ( Read more... )

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
remind me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my best friend I'll see her in the fall
And tell grandma that I ( Read more... )

I'll update real good with pictures and everything later tonight... but for now.. procrastination:

Lost in a dream
I don't know which way to go
Let me say, if you are all that you seem
then, baby, I'm moving way too slow.
I've been fooled fooled before
wouldn't like to get my love
caught in the slammin door.
How about some information, please?

Straight up ( Read more... )

Note to self ( Read more... )

I thought about calling you when I got off the plane
everytime I see the city through the clouds I get that way.
Call me crazy for missing you like this, but I do.
By now I figured you had all your numbers changed
It's been many months since I called you up to say
"We need to talk, I got this job and I think I'm gonna take it
Cause I've been waiting all ( Read more... )

I have accepted fear as a part of life, specifically the fear of change -- the fear of the unknown. I have gone ahead despite the pounding in the heart that says: Turn back, turn back; you'll die if you venture too far.

This relates to me perfectly as of right now. I feel like I am so far ahead of myself when it comes to growing up. I sometimes ( Read more... )