Real quick entry...I'm alive, I live in Industry now, cute little place sorta kinda living with Josh right now, until this fall, then he'll be living with me full time. I'm in school, have all A's and one B so far....yay! That's about all I have. I'm pretty much out of the loop now. OH well. I hope everyone's doing alright, and I hope all my ( Read more... )

Livin' at Jennifer's, hidin out from Josh, was dating Ted, we broke up... um...not really fuckin around with coke anymore, just smokin a whoollllleeee lotta weed...getting my own place in January, got my car again....I'm here at grams since last night because Josh was bein a fuck head last night and was drivin around lookin for me. Start school on ( Read more... )

Today's Oct 26....to all of you, that date means nothing. To me, this date was supposed to be one of the most happy life changing dates in my life. I should have became a mommy today. (or close to today) But I guess I can't change that, and sitting here dwelling over it won't help ( Read more... )

Ok...So I know it's been like over 2 weeks since I last updated, but I've been in the hospital, and just got out today ( Read more... )

I guess my last entry jinxed myself, because now I'm temporarily staying with Jen, until I figure out what the fuck I'm going to do. Josh and I talked for 3 hours last night, things were perfect, wonderful infact. I was coming home this morning, he was freaking out without me... and then he let it slip about some girl he fucked a few weeks ago ( Read more... )

I really hate starting LJ entries, because I never know what to say.. Incase anyone was worried, I'm still alive.... still alive and kickin' in good ol' Vanport.....SINGLE...single as in NOT married, lol. I got the biggest kick out of Joshi and Jen thinking that Josh and I eloped. Please, when Josh and I get married, everyone on the Eastern half ( Read more... )

Yeah...um, I'm alive. I'm still around, still living with Josh, playing married, and all that happy stuff. I was gonna go home a few days ago, but things there are worse than ever, and I just decided against that. .......Maybe I'll never go back, who knows. I really don't know what to say here, I've changed so much living with Josh, and there just ( Read more... )

Just have to make this entry, cause we're TOO excited not to.

Megan and I just got home from a shopping extravaganza, our boyfriends took us on and let me tell u....OMG!
Who got a 750 dollar Gucci purse??? Oh thats right, ME! My boyfriend loves me, what can I say? Megans boyfriend... yeah, he got her an 1100 dollar Christian Dior purse. Thats ( Read more... )

Ok, there's gonna be alot of confused people for the next couple weeks or so, therefore I have to post this, and if you guys skip through this, and then bitch at me for not being able to be found... i'm going to beat you.The past 32 hours have been so good...I spent the night at Josh's, then we spent the entire day together, doing so just made us ( Read more... )

ok...so the turtle was dead this morning right? It was fucking floating on its back, NO MOVEMENT...do you understand that? NO MOVEMENT!!!!!

.....went out to burry it....um yeah, the little demon was crawlin around...it came back to life. I'm seriously creeped out. My turtle is a demon from hell.