So it has been a while but life is spiraling out of control and I feel like if I don't get it out I will lose my mind.  Money has never been tighter than it is now.  I feel like I am drowning and I can't find a way out...Michelle is sick and has no money coming in and i have been trying to keep us both above water but with nobody to help me it is ( Read more... )

So last time I said I was back...I guess I lied.  I am going to try and update more although I refuse to make any promises to myself because I don't want to feel let down if I can't follow through.

Work is crazy and I am still single...Is there much else I need to say?

Well I have been away for a very long time but I was thinking about this site yesterday and realized how much I miss having a place to express myself so here I am.  Back again ( Read more... )

So they have ruled out congestive heart failure for sure.  Which is GREAT!  But he still has/had fluid in his lungs and he is still in the hospital and he doesn't feel good at all.  He is tired and just not like himself which is scaring me a bit I can't lie.  They have discovered spots on his lungs now which can come from a number of things, it ( Read more... )

I posted this to MySpace a few days ago and never posted it here so I might do a double update today because the hits just keep coming!

He is back in the hospital again, this time there is/was fluid in his lungs.  That can be a sign of congestive heart failure but so far all his cardiac tests have come back ok so we are not really sure what the ( Read more... )

For those of you that have been following the drama in my life I would like to say that my Uncle Didi passed away.  He has been very sick with emphysema for about 15 years or more and breathing was a struggle every day.  He was hospitalized on October 29th and they didn't know if he would every come home.  But my Uncle had a strength that nobody ( Read more... )

 WELCOME ABOARD 2008 ( Read more... )

Well I hink that it is safe to say that this has been one of the WORST years of my entire life.  I shudder at the thought that there are still 5 days left because I don't know what else is going to happen.  Let's recap shall we (since that is what you do at the end of the year).  I am going to go back a little bit to include last Thanksgiving as ( Read more... )

 
Acute pancreatitis is rapidly-onset inflammation of the pancreas. Depending on its severity, it can have severe complications and high mortality despite treatment. While mild cases are often successfully treated with conservative measures or laparoscopy, severe cases require invasive surgery (often more than one intervention) to contain the ( Read more... )

 
Well there are a few things to talk about.  First of all I want to let everyone know that my dad is doing GREAT.  He is seeing a new doctor who has decided that he does NOT have to have another procedure.  They are going to treat his blockages with medication and that is a HUGE relief because I just had a bad feeling about the procedure.  I didn't ( Read more... )