( this is gonna be a LONG one )

i feel inclined to write tonight...it's so beautiful out...my window is open right in front of my face and the breeze is cleansing my pores...

i started working out yesterday...it makes me nervous...you make me nervous...what is happening to me?...i've worked ...and now..my mind...just to get you in just to get you out...i started it...why must i ( Read more... )

so i've dissapeared on the livejournal circuit for a few weeks...my deepest apologies...believe it or not I have even been too busy to read...well that's a bit of a purple lie ( Read more... )

are these my thoughts? ..are these my irrational worries...what will i amount to

she asks herself

i dreamt i rode down a slide which led to a pool of rainbow oil where i found the hand of my love.

we clenched each other and i silently prayed that neither of us would be able to let go...

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here's a little update for those of you who aren't in direct contact with me lately...i'd appreciate if you all did the same on your journals so that i can see what you all are up to ( Read more... )

it's the 1940's ( Read more... )

why...

if only i had the telephone number of JAMES BARTELLE

because...

i would wish him...a..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Reasons Why Being Single ROCKS ( Read more... )

i updated last night about what happened, but i deleted it...it just seems so surreal right now ( Read more... )

i have been battling the idea of strength lately ( Read more... )