I really want to say how I feel about all this moving stuff but I dont have it in me right now............My heart is breaking just know that....... Ill update when Im better.......
Love, Mom

hy everyone out there!!!! lets kep live journal ALIVE!!!!!!!! lets hear what everyone has to say!!!! my life is ok right now!!!! ISNT THAT AMAZING!!! I have the most beautiful granddaughter!!!! I cant believe it!! My relationship with Ken is going good......well thats all for me!!!!Im out of here

I must soley focus on the wisest choice's for us .... Well I guess christmas will come after all!!!

I have no idea what to think about my life....... Im trying so hard to look at this whole divorce thing in a positive way, but yet I still am not seeing the light. I just dont know what to think or what to feel. All I know is that this feeling I have HAS TO GO AWAY!!!!!! I feel like Im being eatin alive..... I think Im going insane.....

Im getting that feeling again .... I wanna just run out the door, run,run,run.... then realization hits and I realize I have no where to run too.... I MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT!!! Everyone is ok, not as happy as I'd like but are any of us?? I talked to Stacey a for a few yesterday, that was nice. I miss her. I ve been talking to my mom, not ( Read more... )

Things are as usual pretty much the same here. I finally found the girls an online homeschooling course..we are gonna get that all set up and they can begin their education again!!! YEEHAW!!! We might be getting a dog . That might be a good thing for me. I miss Stacey tremendously!!!!!! I think sometime around Thanksgiving when school is out Im ( Read more... )

The boys and Sandy got here yesterday. Were having a really good time so far. Ehan and I are forming a closer relationship.. He crawls to me now! Issac been his normal gofy self. Believe it or not Sharleen and Sandy are somewhat getting along. They hung out together with friends last night. MAN IS THAT COOL> I HATE WHEN THEY FIGHT!Staceys coming ( Read more... )

The boys are coming today to stay a couple days ...Im Excitied , I havent really seen them in awhile.I hope Sandy is in a decent mood and we all get along!!!!! Other than that everything is good. Thats all I got. Later peoples!!
MOM

WOOT HOOT!!!!! he wants to go out again!!!!! I guess being drunk out of my mind didnt ruin it after all...that or he's just being nice...Im gonna think positive!!! Oh yeah he got pulled over when he left here...expired tags no insurance! already off to a great start. None the less Im really excited , I THINK HES HOTT... and i cant wait till I see ( Read more... )

I HAD A DATE LAST NIGHT!! Man it was great. I so wanna see him again!!