this sucks.

i just am readi for my life to be normal. for people to be real . and people not think im perfect and that im gonna make mistakes and that i can always live up to every expectation. its just not possible !!! its not possible for me to have a happy life. all my dreams are crushed some how or another and my heart hurts. im sick of bein so nice to ( Read more... )

ok so ... i met a boy and he acutally treats me like i deserve to be treated. hes older than me but thats okay because hes a good boy ( Read more... )

so its kinda crazy when u go from bein someones best friend to havin them move away.y have i ended up this way... how did i get here?? its really hard to be strong for everyone but i can only pretend for so long until it just hurts. i feel like i cant get out of the bed anymore... everyday is a constant remind of who i use to be and who im not ( Read more... )

How Am I Supposed to Live Without You ( Read more... )

me : hey crack whore ( Read more... )

ok so we are back talkin and it has been the best 2 days in a while... i didnt know that just because me and my best friend were not tlakin that he held so much of my happiness!i cant wait until this summer and we get to spend soo much time together!! its gonna be wonderful... he brightens my day ( Read more... )

what made this happen? what made us go from best friends to nothing?? everynight we talked for hours. and i wish u would come home from Auburn...but u never had gas. i miss talkin to u when u were drunk and u would sing ur beautiful to me. or tequila makes my panties fall off. i wish u would still call me your valentine. i wish u were my best ( Read more... )

I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.

thats me right now!

so it wasnt what i thought it would be.