stacie :'[ seeing those last three pictures bring tears to my eyes...but im so glad that your getting better.... this might sound kinda wird, but i feel so so so guilty...because i knew you were having trouble with your eating and stuff and never persuaded you to stop...like i just watched you get thinner and thinner and didnt do anything :'[ your such a beautiful girl, your so so so wize beyond your years, and you never deserved any of this ILY<3333333333 i hope you get to read this, we keep missing eachother on the internet!
vickiiiiiiiiiii!omg!i miss yooh so much!i'm sending you a wee card btw!hopefully with a pressie if it can fit in the envelope and lets hope you don't have the gift already,lol!=P.Awwww no way!it's not your fault at all!it's no ones but my own!at that time i was in denial and wasnt listening to anyone anyway about the whole subject.I think you need to hit rock bottom before you work your way back up or to revover[or at least cope better with your eating disorder]=).How have you been?I've seen recent pics of you btw-you're stunning as always!i'm worried about you now losing too much weight or your health[take care of yourself[[i'm sucha a hypocrite eh lol?]lots of luff stace=D x
i miss you too! are you going to make a myspace again? aww thank you, i got your first letter it was so adorable, but im a lazyhead and didnt write back...but i will! :P i know its definatly not my fault, but im just in shock that it got so far...i remember when we used to talk you were kind of distnt about everything, like you wouldnt say much when we talked :[ in your case i actually agree, cos youve got to the bottom of your hole and now you just have to climb out...and itll take time but im so rooting for you and i know you can do it! ive been okay, been babysitting my neices lots! but some stuff like my uglyness/comments made by my family are getting me down but ill be okay, nowadays shopping is my therapy :P aww thank you, but theyre all edited, im an ugly fucker! aw im the least of your worries! im just trying to tone up/loose a little bit of weight and see if it makes me feel any better...its like when the scales say im fat, ill feel fat all week, even if i loose weight... love you lots and lots and lots =] XX <33333
yep,i am!i'll get round to it soon and send you the url=P.yeah,i guess i just wasnt ready to get 'better'-i'm still unsure right now and the urge and temptation to count calories//restrict or exercise is strong but i use distraction techniques or relaxation.Awww,i'm so sorry-did someone say something to you?ppl are so cruel and there is absoulutley no need for it!you are beautiful!you have a hot body and a amazing personality as well!Aw i know how you feel.Thats why i'm in this situation now as well.You think once you reach your target or loose a few pounds you'd be happier but you never are.Mabye for a while and you get a buzz outta not eating//loosing weight quickly but that quickly diminishes and you become gripped in the competitive cycle of restricting/purging/exercising.Blah-I'm going on and on and babbling way too much now and prob sound like i'm lecturing you which is the last thing i want,lol:p.Please take care of yourself and be sensible[or as sensible as you can be,lol].Love you lotssssssssss!<333
So glad to see you looking better.lauralau85May 28 2007, 10:08:01 UTC
You look as beautiful as ever seriously and never let anyone tell you otherwise. And you are doing great. I know you can get through this and go on to better things. Glad to hear from you, I've been sending good thoughts your way. Good luck with everything, Stacie. Keep that spark and talent within you alive.
I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. I love you with all my heart and seeing somebody that means a lot to me hurts.. I was always telling you before "Stacie you're not fat... you don't have a chubby face". I should have instead have tried to help you through this. I should have been supportive. I know that you're having a difficult time right now, but remember, me and anna-laura will always be here for you. It will be hard for you to get through this, but just have some patience. I'm sorry that I commented on this entry so late, but I really hope you get to see this. I love you staciemacie. <33333 x 94840304854
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this might sound kinda wird, but i feel so so so guilty...because i knew you were having trouble with your eating and stuff and never persuaded you to stop...like i just watched you get thinner and thinner and didnt do anything :'[
your such a beautiful girl, your so so so wize beyond your years, and you never deserved any of this
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i hope you get to read this, we keep missing eachother on the internet!
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love you lots and lots and lots =] XX <33333
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And you are doing great. I know you can get through this and go on to better things.
Glad to hear from you, I've been sending good thoughts your way.
Good luck with everything, Stacie.
Keep that spark and talent within you alive.
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I was always telling you before "Stacie you're not fat... you don't have a chubby face". I should have instead have tried to help you through this. I should have been supportive.
I know that you're having a difficult time right now, but remember, me and anna-laura will always be here for you. It will be hard for you to get through this, but just have some patience.
I'm sorry that I commented on this entry so late, but I really hope you get to see this.
I love you staciemacie. <33333 x 94840304854
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